If you've been in my presence you would agree that I have a seemingly sunny disposition. A perfectly brilliant and humorous facade that I have carefully curated to distract from the invisible monsters that live beneath my skin. I go through radical episodes of feeling at one with the person I've conjured up to feeling so disconnected from my true self that my only hope in figuring out who I am comes from an insensate need to delete all social channels. I feel so far lost in the digital age that I've begun to think of myself as a product, rather than a person.